Stop complaining, getting caught is just part of the job. You should have been mentally prepared before entering this field. If you're not caught, you're fine, but once you are, it's expected. Your skills are only so good; do you really think you're making that much money because of your abilities? No, it's because of the industry's peculiarities.

Once they're onto you, trouble is certain. When trouble arises, losing money is just a way to ward off disaster. It's a simple truth, complaining is useless, and so is spewing nonsense. When you enter this field, be prepared that you might not have the chance to spend your money the next day.